Who Am I?

Who Am I?

Love me, leave me, deceive me, then refuse to believe me
When I say what’s on my mind. Left behind, the memories unwind
Until I find that I don’t know who I really am.
Damn.
Where do I go from here? Push past this fear
And reappear as someone new?
A grinning shadow, emerging from dust
Holds out rust-filled hands and tells me I must…
What?
Relive? Give all I have to learn to be submissive?
No. I won’t.
Who knew it would end this way? A frayed
Reflection of another day staring back at me from far away.
Taunting. Haunting. A recklessly mounting chaos.