Dreaded Premonition

                                                  Dreaded Premonition

I know it in my heart
I feel it to my core
To give it a life of it’s own
Would make it a secret no more.

I cannot prove its existence
Although clearly it does exist
I am not positive it happened
In my mind no doubt that it did.

For me it matters greatly
To others it matters not
I am not able to prove it occured
But there remains so much doubt.

I’m consumed with what was done
I need this evil to find
Did this terrible thing happen?
Or is it all in my mind?

I’ll never know for sure
There will always be some doubt
Unless the mind remembers
And finds the courage to let it out.

The only way the soul will heal
Is if the doors open wide
Looking into the troubled mind
And reveals what is broken inside.