"Black Love Without Feeling"

Memories there in my mind

hearing you open my door

your razor sharp words,

black love in the bed

my body shaking

with no feeling,

just bleeding

time ticking bye

my mind blinded,

like an earth quake

the thunder tornado

runs through my body,

lying like the ragged doll

covered by a pillow of shame.

Coolness and calmness

follows in my prayer,

God in his mercy

saved me now,

a razor blade

in my hand

thrust deep,

for the creep

dying crying

doing nothing.

Just sitting afraid

his eyes in a trance,

black love his memory

my delight for a bastard.