The anonymous love letter

MY LOVE

Written by: Barbiedoll

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To: My love,

I knew from the first time I met you, that there was something about you. Maybe it was your beautiful smile. The one that just comes naturally to you, drawing me in like a fly to honey. The more I got to know you, even though it was just little snippets at a time, I found that you were on my mind all the time. You have that special spark, and I wonder if others are drawn to you the way I am....or is it just me? I know that when I'm with you, that sometimes I forget to ask you questions that I intended on asking you. Sometimes I don't even notice what you are wearing that day, but I'm always fully aware of you. I think I try to soak in every little moment I have with you, because I know someday I may not have any.

I realized tonight, that when I'm with you, I can't help but smile. It's seems to be as automatic as breathing is. The love I feel for you overwhelms me at these times, and I realize how happy I feel just being in your presence. That is until, I remember that soon it will be time to say goodbye again. Then I face the overwhelming sorrow that ends in tears that have to be shed. Then there are the days, I crawl into bed, listening to my music hoping to seek oblivion in sleep. Of course I can't forget the days when I just feel numb and feel that I'll never feel anything again. Then the cycle repeats itself.

So tonight I saw you again, with a sadness in my heart that was temporarily eased with your smile of greeting. I realized you are the only person who only has to smile at me, to make the sadness flee, if only until I walk out your door. Tonight before I left, I remembered to say I love you. Although you may not have known I was saying it, when we shook hands, I did! When I think back to the timing of meeting you and to the fact that if I hadn't met you then, I might never have met you, I'm blown away.

What do you say to someone who shook my life to the core of my being. To someone that I felt could be my soul mate, the love of my life, that one in a million.The one man who could make me think of possibilities, I'd never before considered. So while the timing of actually meeting you was magical. The same thing can't be said for the timing in my life. What can I say I'm married with children.


Always,

Me