Thoughts running through my head

Some of us live in pain
some of us live in happiness
some of us live in emptiness
some of us live in ecstasy
some of us live in sadness
some of us live in all of this
never knowing what we want
where we are
when we figure it out
most of the time it's too late.
the pain can be overbearing
overwhelming shame
and the knife looks alright
to see it crimson and watching yourself bleed
bleed out the pain and misery and set free
til no longer have life
Beyond the seas of life
I dream that you followed me
made me whole and stopped me
that I was alive and well and with you
never letting me go making me yours
for all eternity.