Mind drain

I try to make me love you
I try to bend my thoughts for you
I try to make me not to lose you
I try to keep my feelings too

I fight my self in rose streets
In glorious faith sights
If love and hope are nonsense
Then let me lose my rights(?!)

Imagine if , imagine why
All these questions passing by
What if i was, what if i had
What if i wasn't what i am

Accept the one you have in mind
Yes, this creature that you lie
Accept the truth, and try to cry
I see your eyes, they are not dry

I let my self away
I quit and start to pray
I start to think the same
I quit this mind drain