THE WISHES OF THE DEAD

Dead I might be
Living I might be
The fact blurred
I remained stable.

Once I was alive
Enjoyed the goodies of life
Mingled with my friends
Now living a life of the dead.

Am alive but dead
I now associate with spirits
But the ordeal remains a mystery.
What an encounter.

Tears flowing down my cheeks
Weeping and gnashing of teeth
Emptiness overshadowed me
The mystery unfolded.

Spirits leading
Spirits loving
Man now a spirit being
Who shall save me?

I wish I could return to earth
Missing my loved ones
Hearing goodbye from the all day
What a neglect.

Am alive but dead
What an exasperating life
Solitude eating deep into me
Oh,life kept going.

This thought kept coming
It kept revealing and reoccurring
I can't help the situation
Oh,what a complicated confusion.

How I wish I could wish again
How I wish I could have that opportunity again
How I wish I could wish to live.