Melancholy

Reflecting on memories of yesterday’s pleasure
I realize these are some of my mind’s greatest treasures.

Then I start anticipating the fears of tomorrow
Problems of the future, I constantly borrow.

Presently I repress these thoughts or view them with candor
These may be little things but of them I often wonder.

I start to believe things are ok, and then I doubt it all
The light of my world gets darkened my dreams stalled.

Sometimes it hurts so much watching my hopes turn to despair
My greatest fear is that my life will take a "u-turn"
Then I disappear.