It's just time.

Its Just Time.

  I think its time for us to be honest with ourselves.  We try to tell ourselves that this is real, that this is going somewhere. But its not, and it wont. The way we started off, set us up for failure. We started as a secret, covered up by a lie. The love we had was never true, maybe we felt that it was because it was fresh, and something new for each of us, but it wasn’t true. We’ve always been a lie, despite what we’ve told ourselves, each other, and the people around us. I don’t blame you, nor do I blame myself. You came along at the perfect time, to save me from something that was ready to end. You saved me from a life of confusion, and hate. You saved me from becoming a person I would have resented. Although you hurt me in the past, I have come to understand that it was for a reason. To make me see that as hard as you try, you can’t force love. Love is something spontaneous, with a mind of its own, something that comes into your life unexpected, and stays with you forever. It can not be brought on by hope, or tears, or lies. It comes when it’s ready. I don’t regret anything that we’ve done, I have enjoyed my time with you, the good, and the bad times. I have learned so much about myself, and about you, and the people we surrounded ourselves with. Although its going to be hard to say goodbye, I think its time we be honest with ourselves. Its just time.