"An Understanding"

City lights consume me.
Traffic lights to the right;
Lights shinning through windows of buildings to the left,
In between, the largest library in Mississippi - all lit up.
From a distance spotlights radiate,
Branching out toward the night's sky.
Standing in the middle of the cemetery,
The truth is clearly seen.
A shining light looms over the headstones,
Paying homage to the dead.
My mind dances;
I'm overwhelmed with love and truth;
Past lives visit,
I'm unsure of where to place them,
But I know they're safe.
Mine - they belong to me.
A letter forms within,
To someone I love with all of my being,
And that I owe an explanation of my feelings to;
A letter I may never get a chance to write;
However, knowing what I know now,
I feel the changes and embrace them.