Hate Eats

Hate eats me inside like acid on flesh
Hateful acts to others take days from my life, plotting and scheming
Hate takes away from living and dreaming
Why do things just to hurt other people? 
I am so tired of hurt, it has left me drained of energy
Like raising my arm to strike with a weapon
Again and again until it cannot rise again
My shoulder aching with pain and wear
My soul aches with hate rotting through dissolving all hope
Unable to love and be loved
Stressed and unrelenting satisfaction
No peace.  No light.  The end of tunnel cannot be seen. 
Hate eats me inside.