Xuander charicter sheet

Name: Xuander (no last name)
Pronounces Zander
Age: roughly 23
(date of birth unknown)
Position: Slave/Fugitive
Appearance:
Hair: white-blond (Natural color)
Eyes: Dark blue
Skin color: pale white (body covered in scars)
Clothing: ripped brown shirt, tattered dull pants (ripped at knees), black cloak (Cowl mostly up), old brown boots (Stolen)
Weapons: Long sword (Stolen), 5 throwing knives, and a long dagger (Anelace)
Homeland: Adieus (Far unexplored region in northeast)
Pets (Includes slaves): Hawk (name: feather), Cav (slave?)
Religion: Unknown
Hobbies: whittling, singing
Phobias: fear of punishment, fear of disappointing those he cares about (especially cav), fear of losing control, fear of slave traders, fear of mutilated human corpses
Strongest memories: whenever he was five he witnessed his mother being mutilated and tormented by his father (King Aldine).the reason for this atrocity is that the king had suspicions of her cheating on him with one of his knights (exiled). Whenever his father was done with her she was still alive and called out to her son. Her last word was “Xuander”. Soon after her death he killed his father and ran away. Whenever he was 12 he was captured by slavers and sold to the new king of Adieus (king hared). His only possession is a small locket with the date 20 Oct. 5 etched into the inside (the date his mother was killed and he killed his father)
Sleep patterns: nightmares often. But manages to not move or whine whenever he has them.
Nervous gestures: runs fingers through hair whenever stressed. Bites bottom lip whenever nervous
Personality: sarcastic, suspicious, kindhearted (Especially to children), shy around women, merciful, and doesn’t expect kindness from anyone (is very surprised whenever someone shows kindness to him, isn’t used to It.) doesn’t think there is such thing as unconditional kindness. He is extremely cautious about loving another person.
Lesser known facts: can play piano, can sing very well, loves the rain, loves to swim, hates nasty hotels, and dislikes greedy, wishes he could fly, is known as the wolf in Sacra (reasons unknown), loves music but hates bad spirited musicians. Loves hot tea and lamb roast.