Short thought

It is said,
"Hold onto, and cherish their memory",
Remember the good times
And how they can make you happy...

But IT IS, that MEMORY,
The one that can make me smile,
That is slowly,
So slowly killing me

Because all I wanna do
Is still hold them
In more than just a memory
And have them hold me.

Without them
Though
The good times
Mean absolutely nothing

So take all your
"I understands"
All your
"I'm sorries"

And just leave me be
Just
Leave
Me
Be....