what am I doing?

         

What do I think I am doing I am not a writer I look at everyone's books, and letters, and poems, and all the other stuff here, and think what do I think I will accomplish here I do what I know even though that is not a lot to some but it is what I can. I can write from what I went through in live but a imagination is not something I have if I go to write it done it likes to stay in my head friends are not something that I have anymore when I changed my life and done things differently I lost them but I have my children to keep me company. Anyway I am not writing this to get reviews or someone to feel sorry for me but just to let you know if i don't review or write something it's because I can't. My mind does not work like others minds' do I could write about my bipolar but then no one would want to read it so whats the point I didn't finish school so my writing sucks don't know where the punctuation  goes so the writing will be wrong and not make sense. so there you go thank you all for your support. I write because it works well with me if others are having trouble with it I'm sorry but it is what I like to do so do drugs and others drink which by the way I used to do both(clean and sober 9 years) but now I write it gives me peace.