My Love! The Light To Heaven

I wake the midnight drowsy hour

deaf the thoughts confused,

who will save my soul?

The devil laughing -

“No need for prayers

your God so confused,

mysteriously disappearing.”

I cried the prayer of faith

there on my knees,

shivering cold

in the candlelight,

hearing Gods voice -

“Be holy as I am holy

I cannot change the truth

my grace sufficient today,

come see my Son, Jesus

he died for you lonely

nailed to his cross.

Rising with faith alone

here in my garden green,

we are one together in spirit

far from devils dancing a trance,

dark with thoughts dying alone.”

Ashamed I hid these tears

can’t remember a prayer

or the last visit to a church.

Communion bread and wine

with those new members, why

hugging me holding a cup of tea

for undeserved forgiveness of life.

Everything in our home has changed,

the organ with healing notes in a song

how sweet the sound to sing this hymn,

God have mercy please my humble plea

words before judgment day in our prayers,

love the light shining on the gates to heaven.