Past, Presant, and Future

I'm lost in my failures of the past
And fixated on my dreams of tomorrow
Why can I not focus on the present
When it's the only time I can live?

I have drowned in my sorrows
Learned the exuberance of youth
And felt the pain of a wound long gone
Why can I not leave it behind?

I dream of the future
My goals living only in my head
Looking toward something, that may never happen
When will i see what I'm missing?

Living in the moment
Can be someone's entire existance
Why can't I even see myself
Will I even learn before it's all ended?


I realize now that I need the past
It shapes me into who I became
Where would i be without those failers
And would I still be woman I am?

I Know that without those goals
I could never live for tomorrow
Or look to the future
To find the meaning in my own existence?

But, without today
I miss what is truly important
My family and friends
And ever changing health

I need a combination
To live the life I was ment to live
And Dream the dream I was ment to dream
Past, Present, and Future