Alone in the World

Alone In The Corner
I sit alone in the corner grasping my knees with my arms.
Tears stream from my eyes when I think of you.
I smile often when you make me happy, and I laugh when u tell a joke.
I hate to cry when i talk to you, when I cry I always choke.
I can never think clearly, you are always on my mind.
Why do u make me feel the way i do?
I hate to have these feelings, but i can t help the way i feel.
I will never be over you; I will never be able to stop the tears.
They will come one by one,as my smile slowly fades.
I try to make you happy,I try to make you laugh.
In return i get what i began with.
Is love only a reaction of chemical imbalance?
I'm sure it is, but i still love it, and i still despise it