Poisoned Fruit

Don't go looking for me
You may not like what you find
The fire from you warms my blood
But, my heart has worm eating away at it like a rotten apple
The apple that you gave me
Plucked from the tree that you planted
As we watched it grow bigger and bare more fruit
But, as soon as it did the worms ate it away
Killing all goodness
I am the bad the seed that was produced by this tree
As you choke on me
Trying to spit me out
As I stick in your throat
Your eyes were bigger then your stomach
Not willing to swallow all of me
Maybe willing, but never able
As I attach myself to you
Claiming all your thoughts and fears
As I make you mine
For I am what you fear yet love
Something that you can't spit out
As I lodge myself into you
I will grow inside you
Planting my roots around your heart
Taking your soul
Never letting you go
For I will always be apart of you
Everyday opening a new leaf
That your weeds try to kill
But, I am the taste in your mouth that you can't get rid of
I am in your head, your blood, yourself
Look in the mirror and you will see me looking at you
I am one with you now
Just close your eyes
Dream away my love
I can't set you free
Because, I am the air that you breathe
I have poisoned you veins with all of me
Feeling me through out every inch of your body
I am you
Please, forgive me for everything I do
I am the twin lurking in you