Sitting By The Phone

Sitting at home alone,
Crazy thoughts spinning in my head.
Just waiting by the phone,
Should I be elsewhere instead?

Already on my third coffee,
Laying back on a Friday night.
Staring blankly at the t.v.
As though I had lost my sight.

Visions of moments we enjoyed,
Run rampant in my mind.
But it doesn't fill the void,
My heart aches as it is blind.

I cry out your name!
Wishing that you would hear.
I'm the only one to blame
For not keeping you near.

I was so sad to see you go,
It was only for a short while.
Now I'm just craving a "HELLO "
To end my day with a smile.

I'm still waiting for it to ring,
To tell you I love you and miss you.
I'd give up everything,
If only I could kiss you.

I shut the lights and the t.v.
Heart-broken I go to bed.
Crying tears you do not see
And feelings left better not said.

I lie there wide awake
Just hoping to fall asleep.
What difference would it make?
In my dreams I would still weep.