The Descent

I can feel myself making a descent into the darkness within me
And I am so very afraid of what I will find when I get there
The cold is unbearable
And so welcoming, so easy, I desperatly want it
Will I cease to be the one they so love
And be replaced by the one they don't know?
The one they will fear
The one they cannot love

I struggle to keep my last grip on sanity
And prepare for this
Which may be my final battle
If I lose, I will be lost to them forever
But they will never be lost to this me
Though they may be lost the her
The other
Inside
The demon
The destroyer
Myself