Him

I'm tired of being a victim
Helpless and afraid thats me
I am forced to ask
Why couldnt he just let me be?

Im fed up with being paranoid
Unable to go out alone
At night I sob and weep
For I can still hear him moan

I wish that I had fought back
Scratched, kicked or bit
But I just laid there
While he raped and hit

People are always saying
That it wasnt my fault
But I cant stop thinking
How could I have made him halt?