Inflicted Pain

The sky so dark and inky black
The sun has just begun to set
I grab your arm
Restraining you from things to come
I love you more than you'll ever know
And yet with that love comes pain
With that love comes sorrow
I don't want to hate
But sometimes I must
I inflict that hate and the pain I feel on you
I drive my nails into your flesh
I dig them deeper, listening to you scream
I see the blood that streams from your wounds
My tongue guides it's way along
the scratches I entailed
I lap up all the blood you shed
I laugh when you cry in pain
The tears you cry urge me on
I take a knife to your neck and slowly slice
I make sure not to cut all the way
I want to make you suffer a little more
The blood gushes from your throat
You try to speak but only blood rushes out
I take the knife again, I glide it down your cheek