Lost

Lost..
Give my life,
Devote myself,
steal it back,
Run and Hide,
Close up,
Bottle up,
hideing from reality.
Make it stop,
go away,
stressed from school,
pressed by sports,
life just won't stop hounding me.
Swirling colors
no distenction
no emotions
desensitized
my corner colapses
people see me
quick, someone hide me
they can't know the real me!
conserned
afraid
carring about oppinions
regular teenager
trapped in a responsible body
tiered of carring
tired of living
no will to go on
just want to die
someone please kill me now
I'm just lost in emotions, buried in the sea, can't breath sufficating, built my wall....
safely hidden