If I

If I was alone,I think I'd know why.
The people have obliterated our God the father.
We as a race would not know the difference,
but deep inside shall my mourning never stop.

If I was alone,my beliefs would hurt me.
The people would be in unhealthy positions,risking their lives.
They as a race would not care,
but in my heart the beats would pierce my weakened chest.

If I was alone,I would never forget my old life.
The people ended my career,my life,my hope;
The citizens as a race would not care to observe,
but within me the memories would live.

If I was alone,I'd never recover.
The people decided to demolish what was left of a land's morals.
They as a race would be happy,
but in my mind anger would dominate.

If I was alone,a church would be my home.
The people manipulated the church that I so worshipped.
The subjects as a race would feel infinite power,
but in my soul the church of God would forever rule despite this hell.

If I was alone,I would die of crying myself to near death each night.
The people opened doors to sexual liberation that only Satan would own.
They as a race would think it's right,
but in me the truth would remain but unfortunately forever dead.