Decision

Decision
I promised you and I promised myself
But for some reason that promise was never kept.
There are many things in this world that makes me go crazy
Like the way everyone treats me.
All I am asking for is your help
If you won't give me that than leave me alone.
If you decide to help me don't give up
Because I might die if you do.
I have to warn you before you make your decision
Many people have tried to help but they just bailed.
Every time this is done I get more scars.
You may think I am crazy or even stupid
But this is who I am and this is the only thing I know.
I don't know friendship and I don't know love.
To me they are just words with no meaning.
There is one thing I know for sure and that is I need help.
One last thing that I have to say is that
The more you waste my time the more you hurt me.
So.......
What is your decision?