My Pit of Despair

My pit of despair,
I don't have to die to be there.
My life is it,
My own torturing pit.
There's nothing I can do,
I just push away from you.
Your help I don't want,
So you turn and taunt,
Would you just go away,
Please leave don't stay.
As I curl into a ball,
My life starts to fall.
I can't get out of this hole,
It's like I am losing my soul.
I have lost everything I know,
And in my mind it's time to go.
So I say farewell to those who cared,
I did know that you were always there.
And as I took my final leap,
I knew that I would now rest in a peaceful eternal sleep.