Barbie Dolls

There I sat, alone and scared waiting to be occupied.No one was home and it was late at night.My parents were gone spending there quality time together out at some restraunt and I wanted to go but I could tell they were tired from a hard days work so I guess I could say I gave them the day together.I later regretted it when I was left alone in the house looking into the outside darkness. Every ten minutes I would peek out the door and each time the patio lights were still off.I quietly sighed.Having nothing to do i turned on the Tv. " Oh Yes Friends is on " I quietly said and soon after watched " Just Shoot Me " Nothing else was on so I channeled surfed my way to channel 35 , MTV.Undressed was on , a TV show which can explain itsself by the title. I never seen an episode and I never really wanted to but I was extremely bored. I layed down , got comfortable and cast my eyes on the tv screen. Surprisingly not I saw undressed women covered only in panties and bras and looked down on myself. These women had the barbie type body and there bras were sexy and exspensive looking, oh how bad I wanted one.There breast popped out but not completely and a dark shadow of insecurity covered my body. I wanted breasts that big ! I protested in my mind. I peeked in my shirt and wanted to cry. There was nothing surprisingly big there and all it was covered by was by a 32B Bra( NOTHING compared to teenagers my age).Why did I have to be so small inside ! I protested again .There is no climax, there is no ending untill I figure out how to work around my insecurity.