Good-bye my friend!

Hey Nathan-
Wow! I can't believe you're gone. It's odd knowing that the next time I go online I won't be able to talk to you.

It hurts to know that I'll never hear your voice again. I'll never be able to indulge in your hearty laugh and your awesome personality. Even though we never met face to face, you were still an awesome friend.

It pisses me off that a scumbag has the power to take away what people cherish the most. It breaks my heart knowing that i'll never have the opportunity to totally meet you and it breaks my heart even more to know that the people who knew you the most were robbed of an awesome friends and future memories.

I want to thank you Nathan for everytime you took the time to talk to me. Everytime you comforted me in my sorrow, my pain, and everytime you shared a laugh with me.

I feel guilt and regret for procrastinating and not sending you the e-mail that would totally tell you how awesome I thought you were. I always thought I can do it tomorrow, there's always tomorrow, how wrong i was!!! Needless to say, I never sent it.

You were truly amazing Nathan, an inspiration to so many and a friend. You were a complete package of dignity, grace, personality and compassion. You were like a magnet, everyone was drawn to you.

It's been about 2 years since the first time I talked to you, wow time flys by. I cry for you, but I also cry for all those you left behind, including me. We've been left with memories of you, but we've also been robbed of future memories.

I pray we'll meet in Heaven!