Scalded Sunburn

I look in the mirror, slowly draw my head up
To look at the person I have become
I like her, better than I did before
But there's a deep emptiness, that troubles me more
I've changed, too much to consider
And I don't even know who stares back in the mirror
I'm trying to see who I am and I'm simply losing
She's fighting the battle and nothing is proving

You see I left him, against my will
I fought for months but lost it still
And now this loves dying it's left a hole
And to be complete is my current goal
People slag you down, and they take me down too
Cause I am still utterly in love with you
When they make fun it only hurts
A second wound, like scalded sunburn