Tonight

Tonight

Tonight I lost someone
Someone I loved with all my heart
I mean the world to him
But that simply isn't enough
He's right, we act more married at our age
And neither of us need that
But once again I am worthless
Once again I've been used
I wasn't good enough for my family
I wasn't good enough for him
I guess its time to move on
To pick up the shield again
Fight off the feelings of emotion
Fight off love, the deadly sin
It hurts more that I can say
Not because I know I'll miss him
(Though thats very true)
It hurts because the denial was so strong
And now reality has broken through
God, why had I'd been so stupid,
to fall inlove again?
Tonight I lost someone
Someone I loved with all my heart
But now he is nothing more,
than a shadow in the dark