Cursed Love

Oh cursed love
Cursed plague, insufferable bane
Unbearable euphoria, incredible pain
There are many now who love you
As you share with them what we use to
Giggle; flirt, with beautiful batted eyes
And all those charms I now despise
I once held out a loving change
With the promise of some romance
But you got all you needed from me
Then walked away before I could see
And now without, I cry within
Alone and empty once again
And if you really deal with the pain
Of hurting my and to see me wane
Then you would surely have to be
As alone and miserable as me
But it’s just my eyes that wound you
Reflecting back the black within you
And though you had your reasons why
You gave up and didn’t seem to try
Was it so easy and I such a fool?
No instrument of love, just a temporary tool
And yes, I do cry at night
And yes, I do die at night
But you don’t care to understand
Why would you, you’ll have another man
And together maybe you will find
A love of some deeper kind
But you make it plain for me to see
That in all your love, there’s no love for me.