To E.N.S., from me

once, you used me
it was all a fucking lie
how am I supposed to respond
when you tell me the love is gone?
it was never really there
to begin with, now was it?
no, I was just your clown
used to make to feel good about yourself
I tore my heart out and gave it to you
well that was a big mistake
if I had known, I wouldn't have been so reckless
in giving out something so fragile
hell, you still want to be friends
when you know it will never
be the same
again