A thought

Pure white snow falls from a dark unforgiving sky. I pull my coat tighter to keep some of the chill out. It amazes me that even though it is so cold, children are still out playing about in it. Acting like it is the greatest thing ever. I may have once been like that. I even dreamed of being out with Alex in the snow watching our children play like this. A tear sneaks down my face. I musn't think this way. I should have forgotten about him years ago. Right after Sire killed him. Claimed he was getting too close to knowing what we were. He already did. I'd told him. Still I wonder if ours lives would be better if I hadn't changed. Of course it's a bit late to think that way now. I never would have met him If I'd lived a mortal's life. Maybe he'd have been better of if I'd been as unforgiving as Sire. Either way, the good thing is... Sire is no more.