Can't Dance

         Can't Dance

I miss you, though I know I don't say the words
When I'm caught in the throes of being depressed
I'm mean to you, when it's not under control
And I won't lean on you to get out of this mess

I don't know how to fix it if I stay here
While emotions push me to fight you, fight now
But I don't want to leave and how this sucks
Knowing I'm not proud of myself right now

I fear this is only my relationship pattern
Railing against the bicked witch who spawned me
I put you through my paces on a regular basis
Why anyone would stay through this is beyond me

If anyone treated me like I just did to you
I'd be walking away from any romantic chance
But my head is shaking in amazement to see
You don't seem to know the walk-away dance