Alone!

Who told you 'i am alone'?
everyone lives with himself,
each and everyone,wheather you
want it or not.Dont you know?
You like it or not,I dont care,
who cares!You have to live with
yourself,now admit it.You have to.

And who told you I am alone?
I stay with me all the time.I
sleep with me,I cry-I am with me.
All the lonely evenings I spent
with me,crying blank,black,I hated
myself,still I had to live with me.
I will.

Halfway across the dead desert
you left me alone ,lost.Like
the falling dry leaves riding on
the lonely breeze gets here and there,
close and far,I float,I drown,I am still
faceless and me.On those days I
cried,tears gathered and filled the
blanks you gave me.I am sure.

So many burning orange evenings,
blank nights,overflowing darkness,
I have spent without you.I have
spent timeless moments,only with
me.

Sometimes I murmur'I am alone'.
Why?You know i am not.Always,all
the moments you see me with me,you
envy me ,sss...h no one knows!And
i feel happy,sad?