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angerhurtfrustration
whyareyoudoingthistome
dismaybetrayaldisloyaltyshock
howdidinotseethiscomingamiblind
self-reflectionself-doubtembarassmentshame
aminotgoodenoughforbetter
self-loathingragehatred
stupidwhorestupidwhorestupidwhore
youdon'tdeserveanybetterthisiswhatyouget
you'reluckydon'tblowitdon'tblowit
yougetwhatyoudeserve
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In the half-second
That my eyes are closed,
That the lights are off
And I'm alone in my head,
It's what you don't see
That makes me who I am.

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