Darkness

Darkness has taken my world
over by storm
Put ideas in my head
like pain and death

Darkness has taken my world
into a dark ugly swirl
Now in my head when I think
the farther down I sink
into the dark chambers of death

And tonight
when I decide to take my life
I wont fight
and I wont cry

I step into the hot water
with all my unforgotten bothers
and in an insane way
I like the pain

I am getting numb
and I start to hum
the Lords song
then I'm gone

The I die
without saying goodbye
Gone is a lost soul
that had no control