Falling

As I sit here
I am very near
from falling off the edge
jumping off the ledge
ending it all
just letting it fall
so there is no more pain
driving me insane
dig it deep
to keep
it all away

Now I'm falling down
like the petals
of a rose
so no one knows
the misery I feel
No one else has to deal
with me
or be
what I once was