One Too Many Times

Everything is moving in slow motion
Though it hasn't been that long
This feeling felt one too many times
And once again I've been wronged

Where do I go?
I am stuck in one place
What do I do
When all I see is your face?

Despite all I try, my love always blows up on me
I'm cut, scarred, and bruised, but they get off scot-free
And yet, I let it happen; will I ever get is straight?
I know love just doesn't happen...but how long can I wait?
I only wish I could prove how they commit these crimes
'Cause my heart's been stolen from me one too many times

So many questions come to mind
Am I the one to blame?
With as many times as it's happened
Should I feel all this shame?

Can I ever correct
The dependency in me?
Or will I find true love
To fulfull the fantasy?

But now another stage has passed
And I guess I should move on
It's just I fear the day it hits me
The fact she's really gone

Despite all I try, my love always blows up on me
I'm cut, scarred, and bruised, but they get off scot-free
And yet, I let it happen; will I ever get is straight?
I know love just doesn't happen...but how long can I wait?
I only wish I could prove how they commit these crimes
'Cause my heart's been stolen from me one too many times

Though I swear these feelings are legitimate
Might I have loved in vain?
If I found I never righteously loved
My tears would flow like rain

But I can no longer cry
My emotions long dead inside
It took so long to find the truth
So my soul I fear I must hide

Despite all I try, my love always blows up on me
I'm cut, scarred, and bruised, but they get off scot-free
And yet, I let it happen; will I ever get is straight?
I know love just doesn't happen...but how long can I wait?
I only wish I could prove how they commit these crimes
'Cause my heart's been stolen from me one too many times

Sitting in the dark
I'm all alone again
But when I suffer and grieve this way
I only let them win

Despite all I try, my love always blows up on me
I'm damaged,slashed, and beaten down, but they get off scot-free
No one ever believes the way they commit these crimes
But honestly, I must admit, its happened one too many times