My Love My Curse

You are my everything,
my love,
my curse.


You are the one that
won’t let me sleep at night,
the one
I will never forget.


You are my everything;
I gave you all that I had
and even rearranged my life for you.


I hate you,
I love you.
(why is it that I feel
this way?)


You are my curse;
I can't get You out
of my head.
You run inside me like
the blood that flows
through my veins.


You were the sole
reason I was ever happy
and now You’ve sucked all
the light out of me.
I look around
and I don't see anything;
all that’s left is
darkness.