Pray for me....

I looked into the world today,
to see didn't have a chance.
I'm just too different I guess,
all I hear is "you can't".

I realized I'm just a lonely castaway,
that no one understands.
But how could I with the fingers pointing,
from all the different hands.

With the people laughing and stupid names,
destroying my soul and my pride.
I turn away from society,
and find a place to hide.

A place away from everyone around me,
away from the names and the swears.
I honestly need some help,
but no one seems to care.

How could a shy little boy,
with a problem such as mine.
Be so forgotten,
And get so left behind.

When I was younger it hurt so bad,
I just couldn't stop the tears.
They finally just ran out,
After three long years.

So you add up fourteen more years to that,
and see what the damage is.
I can tell you one thing,
This life I'm not going to miss.

With all the pain and agony,
I don't know who I'm going to be.
But if you care at all right now,
please pray for my soul and pray for me.......

To be continued.....