Confusion

Confusion
up and down
round and round
how much time can I spend
worrying

excitement and anger take control
never knowing what to say
yes or no
I want you and need to hold you
I gotta go

Straight and narrow
things I know
hoping and praying
one day we'll kiss
what am I saying?

I know what's right
and I think this could be it
why do I fight
I know this is it

we met only yesterday
while the world
lay fast asleep
I hear your voice
in my dreams
I feel the need
to hold you close
and yet you are so far

I sit by the phone
awaiting your call
needing to hear
your laugh
your sigh
I'm walking by your side
wanting to show
my feelings for you
thinking it may be too soon

when I hang up the phone
my heart is on hold
waiting to hear your voice
it beats emotionlessly
until
I am reminded of you
by a song on the radio
I ask myself
how do I live without you
knowing I can't
praying you will see
how much you mean to me

can this be?
we met only yesterday
may brain says no
although my heart
says its so

I continue to feel this way
day to day
maight after night
it's an endless fight
confusion sets in
I pray my heart will win