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Snippets of memory left, bits of film I cannot restore or set to motion in the projector. So, I stare at negatives filtered through light, aimed to discern the small details, consider what beauty still remains and how much was lost since you said my best wasn’t good enough. The creases and cracks of memory perfectly preserve pain, of loss, especially without you to help remember the shame, and what revealed exasperation meant about us, recalled perfectly only by outcome, how you moved on. I still reside with pain of never really comprehending your rejection, unabsolved of the shame of my ignorance. 6.10.21 To Elinor B. who I thought was on my side, as mentor. I think the pain from your overreaction forced me to spill a life of ink without true discovery on my misguided journey to self-worth before realizing you didn’t clutch it in your own ignorant hands. Is unabsolved only an adverb? |
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