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Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750
10k views, 2x BestPoetryCollection. A nothing from nowhere cast words to a world wide wind
#1012039 added November 14, 2023 at 11:16am
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gaslit (about physical and mental abuse)
The abused and neglected
will stay confused and rejected,
because they will start hurting themselves,
when you stop out of guilt (yourselves)
unable to ease their own pain,
unable to realize they go through it again

with or without you,
conditioned.
My hands as big and strong
as those that squeezed
a tender wrist,
couldn't hurt another.

But a mind that went through
that daily grind
is still tender, like putty
in your hands

when you realized a gullible soul
seeking harmonious life
only found you,
and now handles a knife

since you left
to shame me for daring near
a sunny disposition.

Your only aim was to manipulate
and leave me in the cold again.
Isn't it bold to blame me,
as I blame myself

for being a tender soul
who can never grew up,
always wanting to believe
in facsimile utopia

I could pick up where I left off —
or stuck in infinite loop —
believing, spiraling
believing in people like you
to lift me up,

deflecting words of shame,
your little blame game

that leaves me
gaslit.


6.17.21
11.14.23 adds/edits/restructure/rhyme and it’s power or retraction (Kit’s Higher Ratings)

...if I could punish you...disconnect, resurrect and try again for myself this time.
I'll keep writing these five minute things.

Not a fiver anymore

And a big fuck you to Dave who hears me rail against those who shut me out in the gym with ‘Your a big guy’ (making excuses for ignorant dickheads) like it’s supposed to suggest I can take the emotional abuse from dehumanizing assholes. Though, if it was somewhere else…nope, never raise a hand. I’ll keep using my words…questions even.


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