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Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750
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#984468 added August 15, 2020 at 8:56pm
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That I Loved You
In my haste to weed this late Spring
I cast a gaze upon you in the hard ground my spade
seldom seeks to loosen roots. You do not
flower anymore amid rock, moss, wayward ash seeds
and pine needles mixing in acidic, red soil that
I assumed you once reveled in.

You were dropped in a cavern of spreading ground cover
that dared crawl beneath the fence, enmesh
every hopeful yawning thing waking,
yearning to bloom for sour eyes. Seldom do I seek
the succor of visual splendor afforded
perennial lovers of new seasons.

I look upon you and realize my ignorant foot half
planted on your brood, also struggling for droplets of anything,
and sunlight, that would do. Indifference
not my usual candor; and, my grief for brief
beauties who survive like you, gone.

Despite a neglectful father, your stalk hearty
and vibrant green. Despite my ignorance, you remain
dutiful, as if vigilant, to reproduce again and again,
and remind this poorly clad gardener what I’ve ignored --
that I loved you.

22 lines
free verse

5.28.20
6.12.20 edit
while gardening, if you can call it what I do

thoughts:

It is what it is and that's sad. I do love you. Maybe I just don't love me anymore.

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