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Rated: 13+ · Book · Biographical · #2232901
Psalm 90:10, "The length of our days is seventy years—or eighty if we are strong....
#995022 added October 4, 2020 at 11:54am
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Three Score and Ten + Day 48
I am back at our primary residence in south central Wisconsin. News Alert; The to do list sitting on the counter in the north is all checked off. I actually sat down a half day and read some of a Bertrand Russell Historical Philosophy book I have been working on all summer. What a analyzer and thinker. The next item up their to do is cut a tree for the neighbor and clean up the chain saw put it away. We will not be there until the October 13th now. It is unusual but we had not had a killing frost up their yet, I suspect we have now though. The leave turn is past it prime down. The duck gun and deer bow season is now open. So the year marches on, and what a year it has been. It makes you want to go home.

The problem with home is you can never go back. Home is a place in your mind. The physical home may still be there, But home is more then a physical place. It is where you grew up, But also a culture of that time. It is a time of comfortable events, Simplicity, A understanding of your limited world when you are 12. It is seeing things as they really are, with no ulterior motives on your part.
I am still a boy of 12 searching for home. I realize it is gone, But yet I search. Hoping to find remnants of it. I miss home so I live in a world today surrounded by yesterday. I try to hold off todays world. I try to build the walls bigger and stronger. I will not succumb to todays world. It is not that I am depressed or angry. I think I am happy and balanced. But I as all people need to create there own world that they live in. The world I have built is different then most. I will continue to look for home. Have a Blessed Day

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