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A terminal for all blogs coming in or going out. A view into my life.
#995765 added October 13, 2020 at 2:59am
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Purpose? R15,16,17,18
Robert asked about the Purpose in Life (or not). Me? I've been too out of it to make any philosophical reply. I just tread water... hoping that somewhere out there in the fog there's some dry land.

Coming up: the dreaded 14th of the month. I need to check which contests are due. I'm behind on some and others need to be finished and submitted. Tuesdays used to be a busy day. No longer. So if I focus... I should be okay.

Realities...

15. Do you believe crying is a healthy outlet for negative emotions? What makes you cry?

What good is it to hold it in? I don't think tears are only for positive or negative emotions. As an HSP it's hard for me to hold back. Why bother? Most anything can get me going, but bittersweet works the best. Horror doesn't.

16. When was the last time you cried?

Probably this last week. A sad story or movie or something I've read can trigger tears. I worry more when I can't cry.

17. What was the happiest moment of your life?

I don't do happy. Sure, lots of small moments. But sometimes what makes others happy is just a relief for me. Graduation from university was a nice moment.

18. If you were to run away where would you go?

I did. I aimed towards Arkansas and landed in Oklahoma, which was a great escape and relief from some personal traumas. Now? Iowa or somewhere flat and green. Possibly back to Kansas (Emporia). Portugal if the situation in the USA doesn't improve. I'm basically unhappy these days and that's not good.

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