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#1017081 added September 9, 2021 at 3:48am
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The Honeymoon Phase
Today I rode my bike...it's a time where I think...many of my creative works were born while I pedal along the road...it is a time of reflection and also helps me raise my level of dopamine, which has been depleted from so many years of abuse.

A few days ago, I did my first workout in around a year...it hurt...physically and mentally...to realise just how much this drug has weakened my body and mind is frustrating but also gives me strength. I don't want to be weak, I want to be strong, active and non-dependant on a drug that is destroying my life.

The soreness from the excursion is almost gone, but my resolution is still strong, and I am well aware, the biggest hurdles are yet to come. I am in what's known as 'The Honeymoon Phase' but instead of dreading what I know is coming, I am going to relax and enjoy this time...before the real work begins.

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