Life’s Little Misdirections 🥀🦋

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sometimes, i'm not so sure anymore...sorry...

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like watching the wind
looking for signs

Images, time images
fall flat under dim screen
pixels like snow land
looking for them now

It glows, as time goes
heart manages on its own
lungs independent the same
looking out this world
for the coldest rain

Loading, waiting
looking for signs

Memories, time images
disintegrate in a dull mind
pixels won't load
landing now

Yet, it glows
as time winds down
I keep living despite
the last of the brightest smile
goodbye for now, sun


10.15.22

'last' was supposed to be 'loss'
my subconscious took over somehow and shifted focused to the sun from her

Internalized thoughts continued ▼

I don't think it means anything to anyone but me
unless I get the story and song right
when there is time for mindfulness
we only see a clock elapse
as our mind goes to mud
inner eyes fail to reflect or reconstruct
anything that can help us last another winter
without wings to fly south

all unmentioned in poem
could be added to end
but its there, if you examine.

The Cars reflect in two songs to open their album:


I've listened to the same song for too long = without a dust jacket, warped vinyl wears thin

okay, longer definition than necessary



I can come at this theme all kinds of ways.