Ins and Outs of my Life

Million things on my mind!!

I have a million things I need to write in my journal so as not to forget! But I do not have that much time with the kids and hubby and house! I was thinking how our trip to the mountains was so great! We walked up to several deer in the wild as they are not scared of humans because they are protected up there! I got so many pictures within three feet of a 8 point buck! Wish I had seen a fawn, that would have been awesome! I also got up close to a squirrel as he ate popcorn! I hope to get the film developed today!
I used some time to pray yesterday and it was so peaceful! Will try again today (but I doubt I get an hour worth) !
I am getting ready to go back to school! Thinking about lesson plans and such (YUCK!) I am having too much fun this summer and really wish I could just be a stay home mom and work on my writings! I need to put some of my ideas online and get them rated> I have a novel in my head that needs some work from my online friends! So much I wish I could be doing! I'll get to it someday! SOMEDAY SOON!!!
I get sad when I read some of my on line friends journal entries! I can see so much sadness! I just want to cheer everyone up! I have been sad in my life before, but not as sad as some of my comrades! I am thankful for my life and how it is truly blessed! I am actually on an anti-depressant due to hormone and thyroid problems causing a chemical imbalance and I was mildly depressed this time last year and did not know it! THat is why I feel so wonderful now and appreciative of how happy I am. Sometimes your life can be great and you still feel depressed! That is how I was! I am glad I am able to enjoy the life God has blessed me with and not be depressed!